{"id":39,"date":"2010-01-12T22:46:25","date_gmt":"2010-01-13T03:46:25","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/andrew.onthisside.net\/?p=39"},"modified":"2010-01-12T22:46:25","modified_gmt":"2010-01-13T03:46:25","slug":"incredibly-loved","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/andrew.onthisside.net\/?p=39","title":{"rendered":"Incredibly loved"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Dear Father,<\/p>\n<p>It feels great to be writing to You in this way again.\u00a0 I jotted short notes while I had the cast but it wasn&#8217;t the same.<\/p>\n<p>I don&#8217;t know where to begin.\u00a0 I promised to meet some of the girls for some coffee since I&#8217;m leaving tomorrow so I don&#8217;t even have much time.\u00a0 But I did come up with two words to sum up what I&#8217;ve felt since Thanksgiving: incredibly loved.\u00a0 Not only by You but by my friends and even by people I didn&#8217;t know two months ago.\u00a0 I&#8217;ve gone from feeling cast out to feeling so much love that sometimes I find myself smiling for no apparent reason.<\/p>\n<p>I can remember oh&#8230; You know how many years&#8230; when I considered myself a loner.\u00a0 I had You, I had my assignments, and I was happy.\u00a0 When I met up with friends, I rejoiced in that.\u00a0 But then it was back to working on my own.\u00a0 Then You had me work with Tess and Monica and then Gloria.\u00a0 I know sometimes we had disagreements and hurt feelings but I was even happier.\u00a0 Then that ended.\u00a0 I never really gave much thought to how I was growing closer to the Dyelanders at the very time I felt greater and greater distance from Monica and Tess.\u00a0 Now I believe with all my heart that You planned that.\u00a0 You knew better than I did that I was never meant to be a loner.\u00a0 These past two months have proved it.\u00a0 I won&#8217;t ever take my friends for granted.\u00a0 Thank You.<\/p>\n<p>Love,<\/p>\n<p>Andrew<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Dear Father, It feels great to be writing to You in this way again.\u00a0 I jotted short notes while I had the cast but it wasn&#8217;t the same. I don&#8217;t know where to begin.\u00a0 I promised to meet some of &hellip; <a href=\"http:\/\/andrew.onthisside.net\/?p=39\">Continue reading <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_bbp_topic_count":0,"_bbp_reply_count":0,"_bbp_total_topic_count":0,"_bbp_total_reply_count":0,"_bbp_voice_count":0,"_bbp_anonymous_reply_count":0,"_bbp_topic_count_hidden":0,"_bbp_reply_count_hidden":0,"_bbp_forum_subforum_count":0,"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-39","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/andrew.onthisside.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/39","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/andrew.onthisside.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/andrew.onthisside.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/andrew.onthisside.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/andrew.onthisside.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=39"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"http:\/\/andrew.onthisside.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/39\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/andrew.onthisside.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=39"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/andrew.onthisside.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=39"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/andrew.onthisside.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=39"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}