Hi,<\/p>\n
Wow.\u00a0 I totally didn’t realize that my last posting here was a year ago to the day.\u00a0 That seems appropriate.<\/p>\n
Here’s the thing: I’m still having a hard time thinking of getting back to this.\u00a0 I decided that what made writing Andrew in first person so difficult was that I would imagine John as Andrew saying those words… how his voice would sound, what facial expressions he would have, when he would run his hand through his hair, when he would tilt his head, when his eye brow would raise…\u00a0 And it was hard to imagine him in such detail and think I won’t see or hear any of that again until I’ve gone Home, too.\u00a0 Unfortunately, this hasn’t changed.\u00a0 First person Andrew still seems daunting.\u00a0 But I miss writing about his assignments and how he cared for them.\u00a0 So… until I’m able to get back to first person Andrew, I’m going to start doing entries as Andrew’s protege, Violeta, and maybe even LJA.\u00a0 They’ll write about Andrew but in their own words with their own mannerisms and then, hopefully, I can cope with that.<\/p>\n
And for my first outing as Violeta… I have pumpkin pie and milk to help.<\/p>\n
God bless,<\/p>\n
Jenni<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Hi, Wow.\u00a0 I totally didn’t realize that my last posting here was a year ago to the day.\u00a0 That seems appropriate. Here’s the thing: I’m still having a hard time thinking of getting back to this.\u00a0 I decided that what … Continue reading